To Produce a Vlog

Sounds simple enough yeah? Well, Im trying to shake things up at Art Photograpy By Kira, trying things a lil different. I suggested making a Vlog. Choose a topic, offer a tutorial, something close to what you are trying to advertise, get people interested. EPIC FAIL! In the most hilarious way! Having 3 kids under 6, I am a planner. I plan everything! I am one of these freaky people who plans holidays just so we get the most out of them. I thought I planned this Vlog pretty well. I wrote a script, knew what whas going on, had an idea on how long it would take..... well, NO. It just so happens that my partner in crime for this vlog, Vicky, has a freakish amount of hair. To look at her you would think wow what beautiful healthy hair, and you would be right. But she has the amount of hair of 5 PEOPLE! It is stupidly thick! It took 5 hours to style it! So my vlog that I thought would take half of Friday took all of Friday. But I must say after seeing it, (still not put together) It will be great. Well for a first attempt anyway.

I can't stick to a script. I can't censor myself in a blog. You either get me raw or you get me fake.... and thats FREAKING BORING! I am who I am. I'm loud, demanding, want everything now and my way. I'm also the kindest person in the world I would give the shirt off my back. I'm not one of these people who "sit on the fence." I choose sides and stand up for what I believe in. I have had many people leave my life because of this personal quality. At times I have been ridiculed and told that I am a bad person for thinking like this. It has taken me many teary nights to say, SCREW IT! I am who I am. I will change, but from personal growth. Not because you want me to. When you grow older you don't lose friends, you just learn who the real ones are. Who matters and who doesnt. {Love you Judy & Chrissie} People are like stained glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out. But when darkness sets in their true beauty is only revealed if there is light from within. So you can love me, as I am right now, or go jump. I think I'm getting to a stage in my life where I like myself. For a 24 year old I think thats pretty good.

I'm the kinda chick I'd wanna be friends with. haha.

Hope you have subscribed to my blog cause I can not wait to show you the vlog we did :)