The "F" Word

Fat! Fat! Fat! I have always been a bigger girl, but with life getting away from me in heading into scary waters with my weight! I am busier than ever and always on the go. I’m making some HUGE food mistakes! So guess it’s now or never to get off my ass and do something about it.......... Again...... In January this year I took on a 12 week challenge. I lost 22kg :) yay :) then moved home with mum & dad for 6 weeks {while the hubby was away at sea with the navy for the first half of the year} to get some help with the three terrors, I mean angels....
Thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn in those 6 weeks I gain 24kg........ Leaving me 2kg heavier than when I started....... No, this is not new for me. I have done this every year for 15 years. I am a hard core yoyo dieter. I’m busting out of my fat clothes. Yet, it’s funny. I’m comfortable and confidant at the moment. I’m super happy. I have always had a guy who loved me, he has some hard core rose coloured glasses on! Poor fella, he met me skinny{during one of my biggest yoyo stages, lost 40kg in 3 months}, didn’t know he was getting with an ex heffa. I don’t doubt that I would be so much happier if I was much lighter. But I guess this is a good thing. I need to do this slow...... Slow and steady wins the race..... Step one.... Take away ban! Step two, devouring sweets while sitting on the laptop ban! Step three, increase water intake. You have to be slow with me. I’m so freaking busy it’s not funny. But, I’m not too busy to do something about this. Baby steps, baby steps. So I stick to it.
I know I’m not alone in my weight battles. Don’t be shy, share with me. Leave a comment or email me at sammy_okeeffe@hotmail.com
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